Wuss
I’ve wussed out. I write to you from Bangkok, where I fled two days ago after losing myself in Hanoi. I’m not alone. I’ve been exchanging emails with fellow losers and have counted two comments about arriving in (and leaving) Hanoi. April said “I really had enough of Vietnam as well, they are fucking crazy and I cannot believe I managed to get out of the place alive.” Meanwhile, Olivier wrote to me and said “Ouais ben, je viens juste d’arriver a Hanoi .. and I only want one thing .. get the hell out … as I was telling you before, I’m just totally bored of vietnam …”
Nothing wrong with Hanoi per se, it just comes at the wrong end of 2000 km overland. It’s a bit like Ho Chi Minh City, a lot colder, just as charmless. It’s got the pitfalls of a big city with very few of the benefits. There was some lovely beer. A lot of the folk were terrific. A lot of them were less terrific. I was sick of saying “no … because NO …” and paying up to 20 times face value for stuff. The food in Vietnam was some of the best I’ve ever had anywhere. A lot of places had taken both chicken and egg off the menu (I don’t know which one came off first.) Vietnamese pork is unlike any I’ve eaten anywhere else. Ditto the tea, although more than a pot can be a strong laxative. Ditto the coffee – world-beating. I bought a percolator. Unsure of what to match with the pearls I bought, I picked up a tea-set. Apparently I should have been looking for a twinset, but I don’t know what a twinset looks like.
Also had to invest in a new bag to lug around my new toys. Rather like the Buddha, perhaps the shell-embossed chopsticks and matching case will be less exciting in the cold light of day. Vietnam also had some great pith helmets, but I persuaded myself I could do without them (and am now regretting it.)
So nothing funny has happened, nothing to make you chuckle. I got detained at a bank in Hanoi for suspected fraudulent use of travellers’ cheques. The teller was convinced the signature on my passport was different to the one I was supplying. So they took photocopies of my passport, visa, plane ticket, driving license and made me sit down in a back room and write out my signature 20 times, twice for each cheque. Having taken note of where I was staying and satisfied themselves that I am me, they let me go with a cheery “please come back soon!”
I took a taxi to the Ho Chi Minh Mausoleum to look at the old man’s body. The cabbie stiffed me with a rigged meter and when I got there it was shut, so I walked around the outside and then got stiffed again on the way back five minutes later. Good job I cashed the cheques, I suppose.
Briefly, Big Buddha
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One cold Saturday morning in February, post-holiday blues well established, drizzle of sleet out the window. The phone rings. It’s a man speaking rough, Antwerpse Flemish. Something to pick up, apparently, at the port. Bloody heavy, he says, will need a large van and possibly a crane to pick it up. Doesn’t know what it is, customs papers say wooden carving, origin Vietnam. “Matt, do you know anything about this?”
“Yes dear, thought I’d surprise you with a life-size Buddha carving from the East.”
“You fucking what??”
And so, three weeks later we have organised a crane, a van, and two men to pick it up for us. The shipping company are charging custody fees. Mrs K and I are no longer speaking. The transport costs more than the carving. I have to go to Antwerp and sit in the rain for three hours while it’s cleared through customs. The customs officials split it open to check there’s no contraband stuffed inside. They put it back together with insulation tape. Arriving back in Brussels, the Buddha’s not looking so serene in the Belgian light. Worse, there’s no hope in hell that it’s going up the stairs, so it sits in the lobby of the building for six months, being pissed on by passing cats and rats. And more than that, it taunts us, laughing at my inadequacies. The landlord evicts us for causing a permanent fire hazard. By now the story of the Buddha is famous, a “standing joke” between friends, the humour hiding their disgust at my thoughtlessness. Two months later and I am single and homeless, accompanied only by a Buddha too heavy to move. I am a target for drunks, weirdos and curious children. I catch my death on the icy city streets. Buddha looks on, laughing …
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I wonder if it’s too late to cancel the order …
I want your dong!
Cool Shalimar and the Bum Gun
On the inside door of the toilet in my family home is a copy of the Bristol Stool Form Scale. It has six pictures of turds of varying viscosity. It appeals to our sense of humour, a low-tech version of ratemypoo.com. To my relief, after turbulent intestinal times in Thailand, my offerings have calmed and settled at around Type 3 to 4.
Thailand truly is the best place to have the shits. Next to the toilet, occasionally alongside the bog-roll and occasionally replacing it, sits the Bum Gun. The Bum Gun is a high-pressure hose with a trigger, identical to those you wash your car with, plumbed into the cistern. When you’ve done, you blast (like a portable bidet), dry off with a single sheet of paper and go on your way. If you’re going 10 times a day, it’s considerably more comfortable than wiping with scratchy tracing paper. I’m truly missing it, Vietnam has fewer. The Bum Gun is a modern version of the bucket and scoop, which you still see everywhere that doesn’t have a Bum Gun. Bit trickier, that one, especially if you’re wearing anything below the waist.
I am gobsmacked that I haven’t mentioned the Bum Gun sooner. But there it is, preserved as one of the defining memories of my tour. Allegedly if you know what you’re doing and have really high pressure you can be a bit more thorough and self-administer an enema. Something best left to the professionals, unless you want river water starting its own eco-system in your gut.
Speaking of rumblings, I stayed in the very cold and very quaint Dalat for three days. The second night I took to my bed early (I had been coughing and clucking, ruffling my feathers a little) and was settling down to sleep when my whole body shook. It was like a palpitation that started in my feet and carried up to my shoulders and neck. As soon as I noticed it, it had gone. Then it happened again five minutes later. And again. I was a little worried. It took me a good ten shakes to realise that my bed was rumbling, not me, in unison with the traffic on the road outside. There’s me, three floors up, insulated behind double glazing in a room with a carpet, and the bed shakes at the passing of anything bigger than a bicycle.
I am now in Nha Trang, which is a beach and a picturesque one, but the weather is not kind to us. It’s rainy season and the swell on the water is impressive enough to put me off diving for fear of more internal turmoil. Consequently there’s little to do, other than meet folk and share stories. I picked a restaurant on the basis of its flyer on my first night in town. “Mai Anh Restaurant,” the flyer read. “Your satisfaction is our food.” But the clincher was further down the page: “Fun for single people and kids (Tom and Jerry Cartoons.)” I went as a single person and enjoyed the cartoons very much, interrupted only briefly by meeting people. As these things so often turn out, the next day I found I had agreed to submerge myself in four feet of non-organic mud before jumping in hot mineral springs. The mud-baths proved to be a great conversation-starter and I was happy to have 14 new friends to eat dinner with that night. I missed the cartoons a little, though.
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“No prostitution, opium or other social evils allowed in the rooms.”
“Viet Nam Customs – forbidden: children’s toys having negative effects on personality development, social order and security.”
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Front desk tried to talk me out of staying at their hotel. They told me that yes, they did have a room but they were terribly sorry, it was very expensive. Disappointed, I thought I’d look at where I wouldn’t be sleeping and asked to see the room. Wow! Teak floorboards, scented candles, air-con, mini-bar the size of a house, sea-views, enormous bathtub, room service, free breakfast, 80-channel television and most importantly, really tasteful, done out like a French planter’s villa at the height of the Indochine period. Downhearted, I asked the price.
At 20 dollars a night, I think I might stay here forever …
One ‘flu over the cuckoo’s nest
I have been avoiding poultry. I read that one man in Vietnam got sick from just eating a chicken. So instead I’m eating snake. In Nam Bo, an overpriced restaurant in Chau Doc, I had the set menu of snake nem (spring rolls) and snake curry. It was satisfyingly neanderthal – “meet ‘em, beat ‘em and eat ‘em” – and very good. To my disappointment, it didn’t taste “just like chicken” but rather, just like lamb, although identifiably serpentine in appearance. I didn’t manage all of mine and suggested that the waitress might like to finish it off. She was, however, “tellified of snakes, but thank you.”
In the past two days I have visited two Buddhist pagodas, a snake farm, a floating market, a rice-husking mill, a rice-noodle factory, a Cham minority village, a joss-stick factory, a fish farm, Ho Chi Minh City Fine Art Museum, the Museum of Vietnamese History and the War Remnants in Vietnam Museum. Consequently the photos attached to this post contain no amusingly inebriated twats, but scenes of bucolic idyll and buildings and rivers and shit.
On the way into Saigon, I saw my first road accident. Actually, what I saw was a pool of blood, a compound fracture and a head wound, accompanied by a traffic-jam of rubber-neckers and dubious first-aid. There are more than 1000 deaths a month on the roads in Vietnam, almost exclusively motorbike riders. That’s more than 30 a day. Builders’ hard hats are favoured as helmets, but what’s favoured most of all is not wearing a helmet. In Cambodia I’m sure the statistics are pretty bad, but everybody drives so slowly you could often out-run them. This place is worse than Malta for road-awareness.
For a Communist country the locals I have met today have an awesome knack for the key concepts of Capitalism. I paid more than 15 times the local price for a coconut (my maths gets wobbly when we have to multiply by anything-thousand). My cyclo-driver, who pedalled me around all day for the agreed ten dollars, suggested, as he threatened to drop me off in the middle of nowhere, that I might like to pay him 20 dollars plus 100 000 dong (about 6$.) It’s a shitty job and I would have tipped handsomely, perhaps feeling more inclined if it had been my initiative. When he reiterated how poor he was by almost showing me his scrotum through the holes in his trousers I caved in …
He was, however, great company. One of the first things he said to me was “Very small Vietnam girl very pretty.” I instantly got a cold chill and contemplated leaping into the oncoming tsunami of motorbikes. Then he explained himself: “Most girl Vietnam very small – maybe 45 kilo. I have seen the English girls – maybe 80 kilo!” and laughing long and loud. For what seemed like forever.
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Incidentally, stopped for a drink at the Continental Hotel, which figures prominently in Graham Greene’s The Quiet American. I suspect I would have adored Saigon thirty years ago, with nary a belching motor to be seen. The hotel now is no longer on a tropical town square but a sweaty, toxic roundabout. It didn’t inspire me to literary heights. In fact, had I spent much longer there, I might have been inspired to redesign my facial features with a blunt instrument.
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An interlude from Chau Doc
Have only nine minutes left before my time runs out … so I’ll be brief.
Sat in a pizza joint on the Phnom Penh riverfront, trying to persuade the waitress – through the medium of mime – that if she insisted on me tasting the “happy” herb topping I’d likely pass out and/or be sick, when I saw a monkey.
The monkey was on a lead and being fed rice and Red Bull by its owner, a local expat. Quite a crowd had gathered. One gentleman, who had only one leg and was selling knocked-off paperbacks, was quite smitten. He then produced a rather large and very hairy spider. For a dollar, the monkey’s owner bought the tarantula and placed it on the floor in front of the monkey. The monkey pushed it around with its feet for a bit, before picking it up, plucking the legs off one by one and eating them with an enormous monkey grin on its face.
It was a special moment.
Off on a two day tour of the Mekong Delta, so lots of photos to follow. Felt like Colonel Kurtz today sailing into Vietnam.
PS the last email from my mum contained the words “morphosing into a gun slinging, beer swigging, morose alcoholic…” and she wasn’t talking about my dad.







